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what 9/11 means to meOnce upon a time I had a beautiful baby girl. She was perfect in every way..... then on Sept. 11th, 2000 her paternal grandparents kidnapped her. There was no custody papers as the biological sperm donor wanted nothing to do with her or me and I had no problem with that - just needed a bag of diapers here and there. There was a horrible custody battle and me being a single parent, had no money whereas the paternal grandparents had more money than God...... I lost the battle I lost my precious baby girl I only get to see her twice a year and despite pouring money in to the courts - can still only talk to her once a week. I miss her each and every day, I have her pictures everywhere and she has a room all decorated just for her. My only consolation is that they dont hurt her, they buy her things. But the grandmother is a control freak and wont let my little girl be herself. I do get to see her but, I cant watch her grow up...... My sons miss her so much, they wish their baby sister was here with us. I never knew the true meaning of the word "hate" until those people kidnapped my daughter now I have to be reminded every friggin year, like a knife burried in my heart on 9 11.... each year it hurts like the day they took her....... mommy loves you sweetie treasure your children like there is no tomorrow - they are gifts we only have for a fleeting moment
EP is SOOOO behind the times....When is EP gonna catch up and make an iPhone app???? huh - I'm DYING here :(
Hey you - You're saying that she's all that you desire - LIARThere's good addictions and bad addictions: Korn = GOOD
sorry - felt a little "wicked" this morning MMFCL y'allThis blog has been marked as containing adult content. Your current adult settings prevent you from seeing it. Please go to your account settings page and change your settings to allow adult content to view this blog
Maybe you should take the advise of THIS songintended for one particular individual, a predator who needs to be GONE Hate yourself
For All the Cry Babys Out There.......yup - YOU know who you are
treating your mother and father - like a welcome mat - I think I smell a rat
Oh I think I smell a rat
You try to tell her what to do - and all she does is stare at you - her stare is louder than your voice - because truth doesn't make a noise
My baby's got a heart of stone
I should not trust you - You showed me why - It seems to amuse you - By that smile on your face - I know by now that you ain't the one
I should not trust you
you drove me to it so there was nothing i could do you pushed me down split me right in two now i found the long hard road carried the weight of you boy oh boy god damn only one thing left to do
A little bit of sunshine
Just shut up and stand beside me -- I don't need your understanding -- I don't need to change a damn thing
I know who you think you are - Sorry I've turned you on but I'm kissing you off - Your lines are whiskey and cigarettes - They're not enough to make me forget - I've got someone who has raised the bar[CHORUS:]
You can look but you can't touch -- I don't think I like you muchYou can look but you can't touch I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind - Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry - Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unrealFinished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
you believed in their stories of fame fortune and glory now you're lost in a haze of alchohol soft middle age the pie in the sky turned out to be miles too high and you hide hide hidebutton your lip don't let the shield slip
Freud Freud - All along it's true -- Well you'll see there comes a day Catches up to you, yeahThere's one side to a song where you watch the original members belting it out - THEN there's the other side where you listen and all the words you here are completely wrong!!! lol - LOVE Offspring and Original Prankster - but, this version HAS to take the cake!!!
You are disposable means and this is not what it seems - Untouchable, controllable, disposable (I choose them all) 'Cause you need to censor your dreamsYou are disposable means and this is not what it seems Untouchable, controllable, disposable (I choose them all) 'Cause you need to censor your dreams
And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partnerCarly Simon has such a smooth way to say "Bite Me" doesn't she? hmmmm - Well, you're where you should be all the time what a wonderful man she sang of huh!
Just for YOU - Rock N Roll baby :DThe youtube comment was simple: Rob Halford = GOD
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Previous Posts  what 9/11 means to me, posted September 12th, 2010, 2 comments EP is SOOOO behind the times...., posted August 13th, 2010 Hey you - You're saying that she's all that you desire - LIAR, posted July 3rd, 2010 By the way.........., posted June 8th, 2010 sorry - felt a little "wicked" this morning MMFCL y'all, posted February 28th, 2010 Maybe you should take the advise of THIS song, posted February 4th, 2010 For All the Cry Babys Out There......., posted January 17th, 2010 treating your mother and father - like a welcome mat - I think I smell a rat, posted January 15th, 2010 You try to tell her what to do - and all she does is stare at you - her stare is louder than your voice - because truth doesn't make a noise, posted January 15th, 2010 I should not trust you - You showed me why - It seems to amuse you - By that smile on your face - I know by now that you ain't the one, posted January 1st, 2010 you drove me to it so there was nothing i could do you pushed me down split me right in two now i found the long hard road carried the weight of you boy oh boy god damn only one thing left to do, posted December 18th, 2009 Just shut up and stand beside me -- I don't need your understanding -- I don't need to change a damn thing, posted December 18th, 2009 I know who you think you are - Sorry I've turned you on but I'm kissing you off - Your lines are whiskey and cigarettes - They're not enough to make me forget - I've got someone who has raised the bar, posted December 12th, 2009 You can look but you can't touch -- I don't think I like you much, posted December 12th, 2009, 1 comment I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind - Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry - Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal, posted December 12th, 2009 you believed in their stories of fame fortune and glory now you're lost in a haze of alchohol soft middle age the pie in the sky turned out to be miles too high and you hide hide hide, posted December 12th, 2009 Freud Freud - All along it's true -- Well you'll see there comes a day Catches up to you, yeah, posted December 11th, 2009 You are disposable means and this is not what it seems - Untouchable, controllable, disposable (I choose them all) 'Cause you need to censor your dreams, posted December 10th, 2009 And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner, posted December 10th, 2009 Just for YOU - Rock N Roll baby :D, posted December 8th, 2009, 2 comments I just woke up the other night - And now I know what to do - I just woke up the other night girl - And now I know what to do, posted December 6th, 2009 I left my throne a million miles away I drink from your *** I sing your blues every day Now give me the strength To split the world in two yeah I ate all the rest and now I've gotta eat you, posted December 6th, 2009 I know that I'm not perfect - I'll admit that I'm a fool - I'm always getting lost - But always finding my way back to you, the one I need when I'm awake., posted December 4th, 2009 Hooked on the taste of your beautiful pill - There's an emptiness that only you can fill, I got a chemical infatuation a chemical addiction to you, posted December 4th, 2009 Chemical Brothers, Crystal Method and Prodigy, posted December 3rd, 2009 Art of Noise, posted December 3rd, 2009, 2 comments Front 242, posted December 3rd, 2009 Of all the things you took away -- I miss my mind the most, posted December 1st, 2009, 1 comment You can't deny what you see - Were living in a violent society - Well my brother let me show you a better way - So get your game face on because it's time to play, posted December 1st, 2009 Tell me the reality is better than the dream -- But I've found out the hard way -- Nothing is what it seems, posted December 1st, 2009 I know that all this is true....., posted December 1st, 2009 Lets hear it for the 80s, posted November 29th, 2009, 11 comments tonight I am in shock and I am so VERY angry, posted November 29th, 2009, 4 comments I can't feel my faith can't recall my crime - I think I sealed my fate along the way I may have lost my mind - I guess we're all damaged in our own way - Alone in our own way, posted November 28th, 2009 Am I that strong -- To carry on? I might change your life -- I might save my world -- Could you save me?, posted November 28th, 2009 Cause it's been 18 days Since I first held you - But to me it feels just like It feels like a lifetime - I'm trying hard to re-arrange - Some say it's the hardest thing to do, posted November 28th, 2009 It's not over now -- And I just want to say -- You'll never be left out -- I love you more today, posted November 27th, 2009 And I'm here every night and day - I could be the one your love could save- Baby you left your mark but I'm still in the dark, posted November 27th, 2009 I want you just like a pill -- I feed you need to just for the thrill, posted November 27th, 2009 And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up - With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck - don't lose any sleep tonight - I'm sure everything will end up alright, posted November 27th, 2009 I've got another confession - I fell to temptation - And there is no question - There was some connection - I've got to follow my heart - No matter how far, posted November 27th, 2009 I still believe in this rock and roll - And I pray the music gonna save my soul - But till then I still believe some things are just meant to be, posted November 26th, 2009 And you bring me to my knees - Again - All these times that I could beg you please - In vain - All the times - That I felt insecure - For you - And I leave my burdens at the door, posted November 26th, 2009 When someone takes the song away - You'll seldom sing along - SO TAKE THOSE LYRICS SERIOUS AND SING YOUR LIFE AWAY - and carry on but don't write 'em down or they'll be gone, posted November 25th, 2009 I looked up at the stars tonight, To see your face and to feel your presence, posted November 25th, 2009 If we break up, we'll wind up losing both of our minds -- So wake up, let's make up and do this for the last time, posted November 25th, 2009 Sometimes you break the finger on the upper hand -- I know you've got me confused, posted November 25th, 2009 I'm addicted to all the colors that I see - That you hold in front of me - You have changed me - Why do I love you when I know you're wrong?, posted November 25th, 2009 You know that accidents can happen- And it's okay-We all fall off the wagon sometimes -It's not your whole life - It's only one day - You haven't thrown everything away, posted November 22nd, 2009 You just cool spellbinder, shaking up a bag of tricks. And your house made of mirror, and your house made of sticks, posted November 22nd, 2009Blogroll Here are some friends' blogs...
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